No news is...

'eh...good news? Or is no news bad news? I can't remember.

Playing the waiting game around here. The Professor has a zillion job applications out. We're waiting on our apartment application to be approved. We're waiting on student loan money to come through.

Hmm, anything else. Oh, I'm waiting for my laundry to dry. Since I'm still waiting to see whether or not I should sell my washer and dryer I'm washing everything in my house while I still can.

Did I mention I hate waiting?

I am packing some, but again, the whole waiting thing.

Do you really think this whole endeavor could just fall through at the last minute? Honestly, I hadn't really considered it before. I was under the impression that come what may, I'd be driving to Connecticut in two weeks. I guess, as usual, nothing is certain.

I'm feeling a lot better lately. I'm not sure why. The Professor and I have been spending a lot of time just talking. Which I guess is good. I tend to internalize a lot of my worries so as not to worry him. I don't think it's good for me. I've been sick all week, it sucks! Stress can just wear you down like you would not believe.

I think everything will be okay. That soon things will start to go our way. I have to use this blog as my outlet. I can't let any of our family members know that things aren't going perfectly for us right now. My family would just worry. And the Professor's family would just try and convince us to stay here.

I guess I should go eat, I haven't eaten today.